After a 40-day ayahuasca retreat in Peru, I returned calm and serene—but profoundly disconnected from myself. I mistook this afterglow for stability, believing I had found a solution to pain, fear, and relational needs. That fragile sense of grounding collapsed a year later, when illness and trauma rooted me in a body I could no longer ignore. Over the following years, I navigated chronic physical symptoms, emotional isolation, and psychological unraveling—confronting wounds I had long tried to evade.

Internal Family Systems (IFS) offers profound tools for healing—but sometimes, the same language that brings clarity can also create distance. This essay explores the subtle ways parts work can become a form of bypass, and how therapists and clients can return to embodied, relational presence.

In much of psychedelic therapy, integration has become synonymous with healing. But for those working with complex trauma, insight and reflection are not enough. What heals is the relational field itself—the moments when old ruptures are met differently, in real time.

A case study exploring how PSIP helped a client’s decades-long eating disorder gradually release—not by targeting the behavior directly, but by building relational pathways that allowed the underlying trauma to surface and resolve.

This article examines the difference between symptom management and trauma resolution, emphasizing the importance of making this distinction in therapy. It explores how overlooking the gap can lead to stalled progress, and why both clients and therapists need clarity to guide treatment choices.

Explores how deferring too much authority to the medicine can obscure psychological defenses, relational dynamics, and nervous system limitations—especially in trauma-affected populations—highlighting the need for discernment, clinical attunement, and conditions that support true resolution rather than repeated overwhelm.

Discusses how even insight, somatic tools, or spiritual narratives can be unconsciously repurposed as secondary defenses, and why noticing the function of a client’s strategy often matters more than the form it takes.

This article explores a clinical example from Psychedelic Somatic Interactional Psychotherapy (PSIP) illustrating how therapists balance presence and direct intervention when clients project traumatic roles during sessions.

Holding the frame so your client can fall apart. Clinical skills, personal essays, and candid reflections on the complex, often unseen side of psychedelic therapy.

In the Chaos of Enmeshment: Untangling Fear, Disorganization, and the Struggle for Self